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[30 Mar 2005|03:46pm] [ music | a perfect circle= judith ] Ha i think DJ has now been taken over by republicans score some for the good guys post comment

[03 Nov 2004|12:07pm] For all you people who spew this garbage about "bush won, im leaving the country" SHUT THE FUCK UP, if u can actually make comments like this u ARENT an american, your a citizen when its "convient" to you, GROW UP AND ACCEPT things, to quote steph, They need to get a life" Why didnt u leave earlier, why leave when all of a sudden YOU DONT GET WHAT YOU WANTED. If u do leave, goodbye and dont come back and u can discover how much freedoms u have lost and send me a postcard from whatever prison u'll end up in in whatever foreign country post comment

[19 Oct 2004|02:57am] "You have no right to a job. You do have a right to be left alone by government and your fellow citizens to develop your own God-given talents in such a way that employers will seek you out. You also have a right to ignore educational opportunities and to develop a slovenly work ethic so that employers will shun you. You make your choices, and you live with the consequences of your decisions. ... You need to understand that you are a free and sovereign individual. You don't belong to the government, and it's not the government's responsibility to provide you with a job. It's the government's job to clear the way for you to exercise your free choices, develop your skills, hone your work ethic, and contract with an employer eager to hire someone like you. Past that, you're on your own, and that's life in a free society. ... Wages are something to be negotiated between the employer and the employee. It is not the job of government to set wages for private sector employees. Our Constitution specifically states that the government is not to alter the terms of a contract between individuals. The matter of wages paid for services rendered is something to be resolved in negotiations between the employer and employee and then expressed in the terms of a contract between the parties. The government has no role here." post comment

[28 Jul 2004|11:59pm] NOBODY NEEDS TO SEE FAHRENHEIT 911 Instead, everybody should go here and save yourself time and money. http://bowlingfortruth.com/index.htm 2 comments|post comment

[28 Jul 2004|05:53pm] Letter sent by ralph nader discussing the unamerican actions the democratic party against his wanting to run for president http://www.votenader.org/why_ralph/index.php?cid=106 post comment

[17 Jul 2004|04:50pm] [ music | toad the wet sprocket-fall down ] So lately i have been hangin out with chris normally again, somethin i havent done in a year, maybe 2? Thats been cool, had a massive halo tourney last night at the molaro collosium(i cant spell today but he has pillars on the porch so its a collosium) We discussed the old days, people havent heard from\talked to anymore, funny the names we came up with, and yet again we're the same thoughts on some people, like sarah lanenga=bitch whore goin drinkin tonight :x: name = Jason :x: piercings = none :x: tattoos = 2 for now :x: height = 5'11 :x: shoe size = 10 1\2 :x: hair color = brown :x: siblings = 1 bro, 1 sis(deceased) Do :x: you have a crush on someone = yes :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = in chicago, yes :x: you think about suicide = before i did :x: you believe in online dating = worked for my brother :x: others find you attractive = i say no, disagreers anyone? :x: you want more piercings = no :x: you like cleaning = no way. :x: you like roller coasters = indeed FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = if it works, then for :x: using someone = against :x: suicide = Against. :x: teenage smoking = indifferent, i socially smoke occasionally :x: driving drunk = against. :x: gay/lesbian relationships = against it in the sense of marriage but what you do in your own home is your business, but dont be throwing it in my face if i dont wanna see it that im intolerant. How about being tolerant to my opinions. :x: soap operas = HATE THEM! HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yes...or was that a kick to the balls...or both... :x: ever cried over a boy = when joel died, yes :x: ever lied to someone = i try not to :x: ever been in a fist fight = Yup :x: ever been arrested = citation WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = (rico) suave :x: shoes do you wear = Chuck Taylors, new balance :x: are you scared of = bugs, being\dying alone, mum dyin, that i'll amount to nothing and dissapoint NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = once :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = one is too many, but more than 1 :x: of hearts I have broken? = none :x: of girls I have kissed? = 3 :x: of boys I have kissed? = not on the lips...hey in italy kissin a guy is respect :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? maybe 2 :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? handful of times :x: of scars on my body? = 2 maybe 3 :x: of things in my past that I regret? = 4 DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty ? sloth....CHUNK! :x: funny ? to people who get my humor, yes :x: hot ? no :x: friendly ? at times :x: ugly ? as compared to when? :x: lovable ? at times :x: caring ? i believe after the prior year i care too much for some.. :x: sweet ? I can be. :x: dorky ? I read my fair share of comic books before it became the mainstream fad... 1 comment|post comment

[08 Jul 2004|10:44pm] [ music | danzig-dirge of defeat ] What Legendary Japanese Monster Are You? by kumauru User Name Element FireWaterEarthWindFogWoodClayMetalVoid Quote You are... Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! post comment

Riddle me this batman [05 Jul 2004|11:05pm] What fucking sense\how can it occur that someone have life insurance and NOT designate a beneficiary...the money is DESIGNED to be there after the person dies for the heirs....THATS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE INSURANCE!!! 1 comment|post comment

[28 Jun 2004|09:00pm] [ mood | lost ] [ music | sigh-hail horror hail ] Since i am of better mind now i will sexplain what happened My father left on his yearly fishing trip to canada on last friday with my 2 uncles and 5-7 other friends, theyve been doin this maybe 10-15 years, my dad started goin past 2-4 years. They fished sat and sunday, monday dad felt sick so he stayed in, watched and raved about the perfect storm and had a cheeseburger in town. Next morning he woke up complaining that rickey folded the couch bed out and he felt off it and wanted just the couch. This was at about 6 am. So theyre getting ready, ronnie asked dad what he wanted to take on the boat, dad said 2 bottles of water, ronnie said they had ginger ale as well if he wanted, dad said yeah i'll take a can too.....and that was his last words, after he finished that sentence he simply fell over.....rickey who is a cop did cpr and they all took turns at reviving him, paramedics came, shocked him twice, got a pulse going but it was hopeless. He did die somewhere he loved and doing what he loved. Wake was friday, funeral was saturday....one of the hardest things ive ever done was bury my father....im not ready and still not ready.....i truly feel like i am lost now, thinking about it now gets me emotional....i cannot get over the fact i do not have a father anymore, makes me fear when my mother goes... My father, dead of a heart attack, at age 57.. "shall I hold your funeral? cast petals upon your soft white breasts? to settle amongst the dying blood like all the rest, like all the rest... the silence of the night shall be your requiem there'll be only one mourner at your funeral ...I celebrate your death... ...as I lay you to rest... the blood on my hands is a sign of divinity I am not a beast, I am a god! I'll rape your soul like your virginity judgement will be done... death is what I give, I need to live to laugh at despair, to smile at grief rejoice, I leave you no other choice I have death's face, the devils voice " 3 comments|post comment

[27 Jun 2004|10:02pm] [ music | the makeup-hey joe ] i buried my father yesterday post comment

[26 Jun 2004|02:10am] [ mood | crying ] [ music | metallica-creeping death ] im writing my fathers day card out right now to put in the casket and i havent cried like this for a very very long time........and i dont know how to stop it.. post comment

knock knock knockin on heavens door [24 Jun 2004|12:36am] John J. "Ju Ju" Spiewak Jr. Spiewak Jr., John J. "Ju Ju" loving father of Tim (Jada) Jason and the late Sarah, dear grandfather of Payton, loving brother of Leonard (Sharon) and Terry Sr. (Pat), fond uncle of Terry Jr. Funeral Saturday, June 26, 2004, 9:30 a.m., from Szykowny Funeral Home, 4901 S. Archer Ave. (one block east of Pulaski at Szykowny Blvd.), to St. Bruno Church. Mass 10 a.m. Interment Resurrection Cemetery. Visitation Friday, 2 to 9 p.m. Funeral Info: 773-735-7521. Published in the Chicago Sun-Times on 6/24/2004. post comment

father died this morning [22 Jun 2004|11:25pm] I was gonna post about work and stuff...will do details some other time "grieve with me brother, our father is dead" Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way through night and day 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven Time can bring you down; time can bend your knees Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven 'Cause I know I don't belong, here in heaven 2 comments|post comment

[17 Jun 2004|09:46pm] "we feel subjectively that we have the ability to choose who we are and what we do. But this may just be an illusion. Some people think they're jesus christ or Napoleon, they cant all be right. What we need is an objective test that we can apply from the outside to distinguish whether an organism has free will. Suppose we were visited by a little green person from another star. How could we decide whether it had free will or is a robot programmed to respond as if it were like us. The ultimate objective test of free will would seem to be can one predict the behavior of the organism. If one can, then it clearly doesnt have free will but is predetermined. On the other hand, if one can not predict the behavior, one could take that as an operational definition that the organism has free will." post comment

[16 Jun 2004|10:02pm] [ music | HIM-Please dont let it go(acoustic) ] i wake up 5 hours to do "A" job mentally tired, not physically tired. once again realizied the theory of time travel is self defeating. I would clone and alter my dna so id be 6"2, 175 lbs the soul patch progresses reading some peoples journals, i wonder what people who delib become overly cryptic and write poetry that does not flow, just has embedded complex metaphor really think. If they just spend needless time wondering what the synonym for a word is so they can make it look overly impressive. Yeah my poetry has metaphor but you can comprehend it and if u cant, you can relate to it on the literal sense, like i dotn use the words supernova and like dinner to convey the feelings of sleepyness or whatever the fuck some people say. Also reading some peoples journals, i miss some people i dont talk to anymore...whom have forgotten about me, moved on, etc etc. Wish i were a part of their life but twas not to be i presume 1 comment|post comment

[12 Jun 2004|04:49pm] I simply can not get enough of HIM, thank god for the finnish people I sometimes wonder what some people think of me. ANYONE who reads this, click the lil comment icon on ze bottom, either anonymous or user, curiosity murdered the cat so im curious. Good or bad, all will be taken. I know people who arent lj members read this too, u can comment too. If u are anony and care to leave yer name, thats gravy too "woah woah" 4 comments|post comment

HIM [12 Jun 2004|02:46pm] She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go post comment

[11 Jun 2004|01:36am] http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=KQBQSMO&key=UYK post comment

[06 Jun 2004|12:35am] today is june 6th, d-day Thankyou vets for protecting this great nation of ours. Your sacrifices shall not be forgotten post comment

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